https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n4QSYx4wVQg

I think my PC has a trojan, always watching me, something is always watching, not a good thing either, some group of hackers who are really messed up. I am really messed up though. I don't know. I want them to go away. They are always there biting, hacking, clawing, burning. I just watched Lord of the rings, I forgot that the movies are literally non-stop interesting. Seriously. I forgot. It was like, please do not end, only it will end after 2 hours and 50 minutes or whatever it was for each film. I know they are really messed up people watching me, and they have some way to talk to me with a radio or some technology, I am not crazy, they are spying and then use some way to talk where I can hear them. I wish I knew where they were... I really think it is coming from a satellite, with some carrier wave audio radar, seriously, did you know radar from wifi and satellites travels at the speed of light?!?!? It travels at the speed of light. It isn't your fault. I am just messed up. I want these people to leave me alone though, they took over people around me, their thinking, they can really use a radio somehow to take over their thinking, it sounds crazy but I know it isn't and I cannot prove it. I know it is hearing a carrier wave somehow. I don't know who it could be. It's dubbing everything around me, sounds, body language, everything, it's all dubbed by some people I don't know where or who they are. It's messed up that I cannot block it out, there is no way to avoid it, or block it out, or escape. What is it? Why? I may never know, and I will die hearing these people like talking BLEEP to me. I swear one time they tried to like kill me with a heart attack, and they tormented my grandmother. I don't know who it is. I know I cannot read minds, so it is them. Not leaving us alone. It isn't your fault. It never was your fault. These people will say, "oh just cause you thought we were your thinking doesn't make it ok to blame us for choices or things of that type, I don't know, I am an evolved primate, maybe it can control people. Is that my own thinking is something I have to ask for every thought because it might not be, and I know what I am hearing, is really dubbed by someone and not the person making noise. They want conflict, like dubbing roommates to be like "F-U MAN!" and stuff, it's like a silent voice, then an audible one, far away. Watch out for that stuff. Take care all Newgrounds, please forgive me, please be ok, I want you to be ok and not scared or stressed out or anything.

I did cpr last week on a overdose. He looked 100% dead when I arrived. The bus pulled in and I saw him sitting with a crowd of people standing around, it took the bus 15 seconds to stop and another few seconds for the door to open. I looked at the situation and quickly saw a man pouring water in the victim's mouth, I pushed the guy out of the way, and grabbed the victim by his jacket and layed him down as fast as possible, then I got on him and did fast compressions then I gave him a huge breath of air through his nose, covering his mouth. I did fast compressions again. The firefighters arrived and i handed him the narcan someone just handed me, he said to do compressions, then he was feeling for a pulse and told me to stop. He got a pulse and then the narcan was working and he went from grey colored to very pink I knew his blood was returning to normal. I was on the way to the hospital as well for an ultrasound, so I saw him there after. I told him what happened. We shook hands and I found out he has a son. I know without my actions and the emergency response that he was dead or brain damaged severely. Then I went on with my day. I am glad he survived.

For me, this was a perfect life. It has true love. It has children. It has everything a human being could have ever wanted! I want it to never end! A perfection. I hope people can see me as human. It also has it's pain, it's sadness and it's death and don't get me wrong those things continue to return in ways however I try to stay strong. Protect your loves and your friends! Ask questions when you aren't sure! You are beautiful no matter what has happened in your past or life. There is always hope for your OWN life. It is yours. Nobody else'. Please try to look at life as your greatest achievement and be proud of yourself! No matter what you have done, I will see you as, your own life and a human being. Keep fighting to survive and to live.

On a side note, there are psychological games that people will play with others and one includes, giving them thoughts without them knowing it, and if they do that, you may think you could read minds or hear things that aren't there, those are people doing that to you, for that I am sorry for you, that's right they can change the sounds of random sounds into words and even put images right into your mind, possibly for the reason of testing you in some way, however, I am unsure. Please stay strong and proud through it all, through whatever they do to you. I will change my life with you, going through the same things. Everyone has worth and should strive to keep taking care of themselves and others.

(They are talking somewhere using a microphone or something, not 100% sure)

-Unknown34

Very excited

WARNING: This was not cooked on a toaster oven pan.

Happy Osama is Dead day!